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Fallow (Poem)

Emptiness Our Home

Nov 20, 2025



Our daily time in silence is a resting, a stillness. We consent to emptiness in a world hastening to fill itself up, running from the emptiness. Christian contemplatives refer to Jesus' kenosis: the Scripture says, "He emptied himself." Each in-breath, out-breath, and space between is a waiting in open receptivity. We are not trying to achieve anything. We are not attempting to be anything. We are nothing and nobody. We are zero; yet, we discover we are. We set aside time for this wakeful, restful quietude, so open restfulness, with its trust in something more than ourselves, can permeate our lives. Resting in nothingness, we find it is a fullness; it is empty of thingness, full of no-thingness. It is our home. We are not, then, less alive, we are more alive. We are not less human, we are more human.


Psalm 37.7 - "Rest (be still, silent) in (before) the Beloved (the Lord), patiently wait for the Beloved (the Lord)...


Sometimes… Wisdom…
She wants to do something
in your life, in you, through you, for you
and you need to take a step back
rest and welcome what lies nascent in the soil, unseen


Why continue plowing the earth
when a new something is already
soon to appear?


The field of grace is a womb
and Love our mother
nurturing to life the unborn
that can only arise from a fecund emptiness


“Rest in the Beloved, Wait patiently”
says the ancient psalmist


Trusting what is
trust what is but not yet seen


There are graces that emerge only
out of the ground of silence and stillness
even as there are songs only heard
when no one is trying to listen


Let go of everything for one moment and
feel the world fall into that space


The tomb of Jesus was fallow time
without which, resurrection was not possible
for him – you and me, everyone, as well


So, learn to trust the emptiness
Silent and waiting until…


*Brian K. Wilcox. “Fallow.” 2.25.2022

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